Hello you, if you're reading this, know you have a special place in my heart, cause you might read these words because you care or are just curious. You may be a friend or a perfect stranger. Or maybe you're bored and you try to distract yourself. 
Real and virtual world. The gap in between is getting thinner and we sometimes don't see any difference. Though it's when I got no sign from you that loneliness calls present. Darkness and all his friends are surrounding me and you're not around. Where are you? It seems that no one cares anymore, and I start taking it for myself. I'm tired. Tired of pretending being happy when my world is crumbling apart, my smashed heart is beating slower and my skin getting colder, the truth is I'm crying over myself, wetting my lovely sheets, nobody's here to call out my name, none to hold my head into their hands, I'm dying. 
I wake up every morning wondering what's this, this life of broken dreams. No one ever told me that to live you need to win. You got to bleed to know you exist. You got to face your fears to discover your strength. You got to lose to win. But I ain't living, just trying to survive, float above misery, or then I'm drowning. Pale burnt skin I've lost my wings, I'm the devil you'd like to meet, to bless you dear with a kiss. You see what you want, deny what screens hide behind. But next time see with your heart, read between the lines, symbols can be understood by those who learned. I don't wanna talk to a wall, I know hearts are beating all around the world. Our world is not one, not anymore. You're holding it in your hands, be careful it's vulnerable. It needs love and attention. Respect and trust. 
My real and virtual world is breaking down, idk if I can't handle it now, but in case I or you leave me to dust, know I cared and loved you.
Remember me. Take this pic and see the smile you put on my face. To me, it was priceless. Oh darlings
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madison_elrod_16 - 13-07-2019 00:38:36
_.vmarti Love you. - 13-07-2019 00:55:12
smellyy_cat_ These are some really beautiful words - 13-07-2019 04:10:52
cherry_cary_ Ok it's 3am and this sounds very poetic and beautiful but I think I'm missing something. Gonna read that again tommorrow. Good night - 13-07-2019 04:26:04
magical_coldplay Damn. This hurts but its also beautiful - 13-07-2019 05:29:21
theowlcrow I do fucking shed a tear when i read it. I adore you my sweet chloé. ️ - 13-07-2019 07:33:32
miss_rengy Oh gosh I cried . This is so deep sis and idk what to say more except never give up ️ I love you sis soooo much - 13-07-2019 08:14:04
lynne_loving_life You Are Loved ️ - 13-07-2019 08:26:39
chloesemisoul @_.vmarti love you too - 13-07-2019 12:43:34